Katy,
I can't do this anymore. The constantly checking behind me, the being too scared to go in my dorm, the fear, the worry, the panic. I swear I've got an ulcer. My stomach hurts so bad. I feel like someone is going to attack me. And they are all STILL talking about me! My gender identity is still getting around to people. More and more people are finding out on a daily basis. It's hilarious that all these people now think they know everything about my gender when I don't even know everything about it.
I have to go talk to Elizabeth. She doesn't know everything yet. Well, maybe she does now. And she wants me to talk to Ebony. I don't want to do that at all. I just want to quit. Why can't I graduate in May? Why do I have to come back for another whole semester of this shit? It's just not fair. I want to give up. I just want to quit. Life isn't worth it if it's going to be like this for forever.
-D
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